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First things first, CONGRATULATION KWON JI YONG, G-DRAGON HUBBY JINGYO BONG FOR WINNING BEST ALBUM OF THE YEAR!! AND 2NE1 FOR WINNING  ROOKIE OF THE YEAR, MV OF THE YEAR AND BEST SONG OF THE YEAR. BIG BANG, 2NE1 HWAITING! YG FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY!!! (:

YOU GUYS, PLEASE VISIT THE BIG BANG FANSITE AND SPAZZ WITH ME!! OMG!! “I Want To Love Someone Now” -TAEYANG. baby boy, YOU HAVE ME TO LOVE! x] HOLY MOTHER HELL. “I will give you a call later when I get a girlfriend. I want to tell people fast,” HAHAHAHA! OMG *spazz*

I AM SO TIRED. I feel like sleeping forever and ever. So much have been going on but I don’t feel like doing anything. Sigh.. Sean came back. WELCOME BACK COUSIN. Hehehe, Ralph Lauren x] Okay so first things first, I AM NOT GOING TO KOREA THIS YEAR. why? because there’re too many families I’m going with so there’s obviously no more flight seats, right? Sigh. but I really want the body pillow. Grrr.

THEN, I’m still waiting for the 2010 calendar to be put up. Are they going to sell the set? IDK, sigh. And my weekend was quite good. I learned a few things; ONE. Never ever ever ever in my life, am I going to go out with Kelvin and Sonia alone. He hates her, she hates him, the feeling’s mutual. IT GOT SO DAMN AWKWARD. OMG, IT’S THE MOST AWKWARDEST MOMENT I’VE HAD IN MY LIFE.

HAHA, regrets regrets. Me and Sonia were dancing to 2NE1 lol. I thought her how to do Fire and. she. is. kinda. Yeah x] I bought a set of 2% water and one Taeyang one. OMG IT TASTES LIKE HELL. And I bought the official lightstick. I preordered the GD headphones and the Taeyang Nii hoodie. So much right? and sonia got her stupid reborn album. OH, well. Kim Joong Joong is not THAT ugly 8D

Random Moment Of Excitement

HELLO FRIENDS. I AM SO HAPPY BECAUSE THE THING HAPPENED TO ME. NOW ALL I GOTTA DO IS PRAY FOR IT TO GO UP! THANK YOU, GOD FOR HEARING MY PRAYERS! I LOVE YOU! (: I REALLY HOPE THEY HAVE IT. I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST BITCH ALIVE, I TELL YOU.

AND OMG YB IS GIVING ME EVEN MORE ADRENALINE PUMPED INTO MY BLOOD HOLY SHIT FUCK FACE

HOLY MOTHER HELL I WANT THAT SHIT. Why did u close it D:

awwww. that’s super cute isn’t it? (:

ARGH. Anyway, I called my dad but he didn’t pick up. I plan to stay for one more day in Malaysia so I can skip on Monday AND spend more time with my friends. Isn’t that such a great idea?! ;D

Kiss

siew khea vs. youngbae

battle of the hotties x]

WHO WILL WIN?! HAHAHA, duh. YOUNGBAE OF COURSE x] Haha, GOOD LUCK SIEW KHEA!!

HAIZ. People. My life sucks again. EESH. I can’t tell you why though (; only one person knows haha x] BUT THE PROBLEM OF THE REASON TO MY GRIEF MIGHT BE SOLVED. I will update you if that happens but if it don’t then I’d probably cry like hell.

To all CL and Minzy fans. I HAVE GOT GREAT EXCITING NEWS FOR YOU!

Their releasing a duet called ‘Please Don’t Go!’ TOMORROW!!! Ahh!! I can’t wait. Plus, it’s going to be performed in MAMA which is november 21st and on the 2009 Spread the Love concert a day after that. There’s still a MV which has yet to be filmed. But I wonder what’s it gonna be like? Two pro rappers, singers and dancers =?? Haha, you’ll see!

Sigh sigh sigh. I made a mistake today D: I LEFT THE 5 DRAWINGS CLARE MADE FOR ME IN MY CAR. It’s damn nice, I’ll update you guys with a picture later. THANK YOU CLARISSA LOW SHI YING THE BEAST COW DOG CLOWN BABY x] Imma frame all of the drawings you gave me and hang it up on my wall of my room in malaysia x] HAHA.

OK, off I go continue praying for that ‘thing’ to happen to me!

Friend, Our Legend

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE WORLD. I just updated myself with Big Bang MVs and music. Well, not really. There’s still TONS more of CDs I have to rip from Malaysia but I shall do that in the holidays when I finally have no life. Haha, okay. So I just heard Friend, Our Legend by TOP and SOL ♥ HOLY MOTHAFUCKING SLUT. I love TOP’s voice in it. IT’S SO GOD DAMNED SEXY. And the two thousand and ten cals are in. Eesh, I will find a way to get it. I’ll just beg my mom to get it for me online but there’s so many?! Wish they’d come in a set ;p

I totally want a cat hairband. It’s so adorable! HAHA, oh. This reminds me of CLARE the dog and RACHEL the cat on her phone ;p LOL, I know we’re lifeless x] HAHA, lol. Let’s go! A GO GO GO! stupid Clare x] And she promised to bring me to Great World City (or something) lol. Alex said they sold the jackets with spikes on them. You know..? x]

oh yes, before I forget…

happy birthday

yap siew wei

hope you have a great one. OI char siew pau. Help me wish your sis please. Thankyou so much for helping me with the surprise especially with the cake. Don’t know what I would’ve done without you! Thank you, babe! And I AM GOING TO WATCH YOU CUT THE CAKE LATER on v call anyways (; HAHA.

Ah, YOUNG BAE, YOUNG BAE. This reminds me of something which happened last night LOL. Sigh, me and my fantasies d: YB is so hot I can cry because of it D: Sigh, recently. Things have been going on at school and I am not really enjoying it. Why is it happening to me, lol? I kind of feel irritated with all the “FOOD” except for Squid. LOL, okay. Gotta go now. Continue with my Big Bang update.

For Clare and Kelvin

Okay, so one fine day, Clare asked me to describe YB. This is the answer I gave her and I am not even done yet LOL. Anyway;

fuckable, sexy, cute, adorable, innoncent, hot, handsome, appealing, seducing, shy, awesome, naggy, short, Smiley, crescent-eyed (LOL, so cute), an angellic voice which could kill anyone, has dance moves which can wow you out of you fucking shoes, has ways of projecting his style and makes you wanna rip his clothes off (and yours too) and fuck him like there’s no tomorrow, he has an awesome flow which can make you believe he is the sexiest man alive because he is, when he talks, its like everything else blacks out and the only thing you can hear is his fucking sexy voice, the way he poses in photos makes even guys horny and turn them gay for their own good

I still want to add :

He will make guys jealous because of his uber cute macho-ness and make all the girls wanna trace his jawline and maybe even down to what’s in those pants of his. He has never had a girlfriend before and that makes you wanna run after him eventhough it might take you the rest of your life to catch him. If there’s a chance of meeting him, you know anyone would die for it. his sexy figure makes you wanna touch him and caress his sexy body and yes, you want to fuck it as well. he has a really good image as well and has the patience to take care of our baby boss. he has 8 sexy packs and it makes you horny everytime he flashes them. i love the way he wears his caps because it has to be slunted every time and it makes him look even more kissable. his laugh makes you go awww! and makes your heart melt.

They’re all so true right? HEHE, I love you Clare ;D You make me feel as if I’ve achieved something LOL! HAHA! and that’s not even all. my mind doesnt seem to want to work anymore D: sigh. oh, wells ;D

At the same time, Kelvin also asked me to post about his good stuff. Okay.. 11 things about my maknae!

1. You are super nice to me eventhough I am damn mean to you.
2. When I say something bad about you, you’ll quickly try your best to change that. Which is awesome.
3. Um, you do nice stuff for me like, edit photos and type reply posts? x] Haha.
4. You seem to care a lot for me, although I’m not sure about that lol, because you talk about yourself most of the time. OOPS x]
5. You always start the conversations with me but sometimes you ignore me. Ah, I’m starting to list bad things too? x] oops!
6. Anyways, you like to patch things up when we have problems. Mostly it’s because of me, lol.
7. If I tell you to do something, you’d try your best to accomplish whatever shit it is that I asked you to do. For example; say cheese 3 times x]
8. You will over react to most of the things I’d say and I think thats cute sometimes lol.
9. You also say stuff which makes me feel like I’m your one and only best friend and “sister” LOL. You wish x] HAHA.
10. You will agree to most of the things I say and try to follow your leader’s footsteps HAHA, I joke, k.
11. YOU HAVE NO SENSE OF HUMOR!!! ;D

OMGWTFBBQ.

THANK YOU CLARE FOR THE AWESOME DRAWING. IT’S ONE OF THE BEST ANYONE HAS EVER DID FOR ME!!

You don’t know how much excitement I’m bottling in right now. GD is going to perform Korean Dream with TAEYANG! AHHH! OMG OMG, when? I don’t know for sure but I do know they’re finally performing it! Ah, can’t wait! (: AND OMG, I just heard the GD version of Look Only At Me. Well, it’s part 2 of the song. IT’S SO GOOD. OMG, as good as the TaeYang one ;D AND LOL at the 2NE1 baskin robbins CF x] CL is adorable but she is wearing a pink dress..?? Haha, that’s not usual for her.

AND OMG, I am so outdated la wtf D: I didn’t even know GD did look only at me. OMG, I really love it. It’s my number 1 song all over again ♥ Here, for all my slow friends. Listen to it! YOU’D LOVE IT TOO. Well, for me, I prefer them both. It has like. A feeling to it. You know? They’re both sad but GD’s one has more “ARRRGH!!!” to it. lol, I don’t know. Just listen, okay? ENJOY (I know you will)

SERIOUSLY. IT’S FUCKING GOOD. HE PROJECTS HIS VOICE SO WELL IN IT. GO GD GO GD GO~!

And Clare, please read that post down there. Thankyou, idiot ;D

THANKYOU!

I decided to write a big THANKYOU post for being such an awesome best friend to me. (HAHA, didn’t forget the best this time) Okay. I know you’re reading this but you NEVER comment on my posts?! Haha, fine. You reply me on MSN anyway ;D TEEHEE. Anyway, thanks for being there for me all the time. I know I can’t fulfill your wish to become your best friend just like how the two girls were best friends in Bride Wars. I’ll try my best to because you know you did a LOT for me and it would take me prolly my whole life to repay you. Haha, okay. I was over-exaggerating a little bit on that part but you know what I mean, right? You were all ears to listen to all my stupid complaints about the people in my life. I really needed a shoulder to cry on at one point and you were the one who would always listen to me. Not like I want to compare or anything, but others just like to tell me about their problems in life. Unlike you, you listen to me and lecture me on how to get over things easily. I’ve never had a friend like you in my life and I definitely THANK GOD for letting us meet. Accident or not, I still love you and I will never forget you. You always care for me and pester me when I’m irritated (HAHA, I like when people do that). You’ll always be the one who cares for our friendship. I don’t know if that’s true for you, but it is to me. As long as you don’t tell me then it’s fine lol. PLUS, (yes, in addition) you make me stuff and do things for me even when I tell you not to. HAHA, okay. You’re always supporting me no matter what my decisions are. Thank you for that, haha. You know, you make me feel special when I know I’m not. And you try to cheer me up but fail sometimes (LOL). I commend you for that, because you at least TRY and show that you care. Sorry for being so rude to you all the time. And asking you to go away when I was disappointed at my own self lol. I just needed space k. Haha. You should know that I don’t mean most of the mean things I say. Most of the time, it’s about me. You give me your attention when I really needed it. There were still some other stuff left behind in my brain somewhere :/ but I can’t seem to find it. LOL. Okay, do I seem like some lifeless idiot who has nothing better to do? LOL.

Anyway, thanks for everything.

♥

Haha, you see. I cannot express my feelings well and I often do so by writing.

This is just to show my gratitude towards you. Or rather, a little something to express my gratefulness in you. So, thankyou!

Wow. That was so long. Please don’t read it because it’s for CLARISSA LOW SHI YING! Yes, YOU!! (: Sorry if you spent all that time reading it. Hehe.

ILY.

But it’s better if you do (:

Hello people my life sucks because I am so. Un-entertained D: SIGH. Someone please do something which will contribute to the “DRAMATIC” part of our lives x] sigh. OKAY, I know you know that that person is you and I know you’re trying to change but I kinda think you’re trying too hard. I mean, it’s like. Ah, I don’t know. You just seem so. FAKE nowadays. Like, over doing it. Haha, I don’t know what better words to use.

Anyway, sorry. I know I’m being so critical -_- No one really asked you to change. Haha.

Today we had a talk about blogging, gaming and porn. It wasn’t that bad, lol. I was sitting next to Clare and we were distracting the trainer x] LOLOL. Evil Clare the Beast x] I JOKE LA. You know I love you ;D Haha, we wrote a birthday card for Shayne. SORRY, we didn’t wish you earlier that day! I hope the card can make it up to you.. x]

Omg la. Billy just left like, yesterday BY PLANE and now he’s coming back tomorrow BY PLANE again. Doesn’t he get airsick? I would :/ Haha. He’s crazy. BUT HE CARES TO COME AND VISIT ME RIGHT ;D So you should too D: I wish I had friends like my bro’s.. Haha..

Today we had a netball match with some school. We won! Haha, they were quite good.. They scared me a little. Although they are way smaller than me x] And there was a girl talking to herself also LOL. That freaked me out a little.

OK, now it’s dinner time.

AND THANKYOU CLARE FOR THE AWESOME NOTEBOOK! I love it ;D AND YOU’RE REALLY MAKING ME A NEW ONE?! THANKS AH.

byebye

No one can do it better ♥

Dear Kelvin.

I feel really bad because I’ve been so mean to you all the time. Haha, that’s because YOU ANNOY ME. I don’t know how but you just do. But it’s fun to be annoyed because when you’re not, I’m bored -.- HAHA. I tell you things which make you seem as if you’re not a good friend and all but in fact, you are. And can you imagine a world without Kelvin Ng? No one to bully and make fun of anymore x] haha, I JOKE. But you’re honestly not as fun as you were before. LOL, when we talked about YB and me x] SIGH, still looking for a new partner LOL.

love, rachel.

I did this because I had no life and wanted to apologize before I go to bed.

SAYONARA! ANNYONG! ADIOS!