Don’t Leave.

I’m feeling very lonely now. Hm. =(

And I say again , I MISS EVERYONE.

So , I have decided to type a page and once again thank God for my best friends. And also to show my token of appreciation to the people who’ve supported me throughout the horrors I’ve been through and made as well. =)

Girls ~

ISABELLA JANE BINTI SHAHRUM ALI SHAH!! :-

I don’t know what I’d do if I ever lost you. Through all the loneliness I’ve been through , you were the one holding me all in one piece =’). So please - please - don’t ever leave me. I’ve just begun to realize what’s the most important thing to me in life =). PLEASE GROW ! =D hahaha. And I’m ever so sorry I have to migrate to Singapore. Must’ve been as hard for you like it was for me. Am I forgiven ? Please. Say. Yes. ;D.

YAP SIEW KHEA :-

I love you. =) And today , I thank God for blessing me with a friend like you. I must’ve hurt you indirectly. And I’m sorry. But somehow I know you love me. Haha. Well , I don’t mean it in the perasan way but SERIOUSLY. I know you love me and I love you as much as you love me. That depends…. Is my anticipation correct ?

CHOONG SHEUE LI :-

You are the best of the best. All the mess I’ve made , you have cleaned them up for me =). You might not be reading this but I love you. I really , really do. I would have gone bonkers if it weren’t for you. Haha! Yes. I know. I’m troublesome and a rebel. Well , I must’ve been a pain in the ass. I am sooo sorry if I really have been one. Heehee. Thank you. Thank You , God. =) ILYSFM.

KWAN JI ANNE :-

Jiiii Anneeee! You super cute doll of mine. Hahaha. MY WIFEYY. I love you so fucking much. You’re as crazy as me -maybe even crazier! You’re awesomely funny and the best person to have a good time with. You’re always making me smile and laugh. You make fun of people in a way tho. Well , who cares. You and I both know that we’re REBELS , babeh. Haha!

Guys ~

EDWIN LOW HO YIN:-

I know you’re not reading this but I’m typing this for remembrance. You super cute boy , you! You can be mean at times tho. Why are you this way ? Haha. How do I get closer to you ? And how will I know the right way to love you if you keep yourself all bottled up inside? I usually figure out things in a way but I have no clue how to get through to you >=(. And you have split personalities. WHY ? You can confide with me. Teehee =DD. Well , I still love you =) You’re so funny. Hahaha. MY LIL’ BRO! (Because I’m Manfred’s) haha! And I need answers lah , babe. TELL ME MORE ! Hahaa. =) And , I know. You find me annoying. I found out from one of my reliable source. Hehe.

“Hey do you like your sister ?”

“Yes… Why ? Do you ?”

“Yeah… Sometimes. She can be good but sometimes also bad… HEH HEH HEH.”

LOL. LOOKS FAMILIAR HUH ? Well , this conversation took place at the cruise (2008). Location : Arcade. And it was when the ‘two’ of you were walking together. Haha. Well , lets put it this way … I know THINGS lah k? STAY CUTE , BABE.

KELVIN NG :-

I know , I know. I’ve been such a jerk to you =(. And I’m sorry. You’re my best friend. I cherish every moment I have with you. You’re just so nice to other people! And you’re so funny hahaa. I’ll cherish the times we’ve had together and our friendship as well. I love you ! =) And I’m ever so sorry. I’ve been a big fat jerk to you =(.

MANFRED LOW *SOMETHING* *SOMETHING* (woi. you have to tell me your name lah!) :-

Umm… Well.. No offence but I’ve thought about typing this for a bit. I was confirming with myself on whose name I should put next and decided that it was you. You’re just so funny and miss-able =). Dahaha. You just have the right words to say at the right time , you know ? But you’re unpredictable. Maybe that’s why I love you. We might not have spent too much time together , but I think its enough for me to remember such a great guy like you =). The first time we met (I THINK) and remember quite clearly was during CNY party ‘08 =D. Back when I was in love with Frank Iero =S. Anyways , stay sexy , bro. I love you , man.

Oh , and one more thing….

“I talk to Rachel online everyday! She tries to find out my Chinese name but I won’t tell her”

“Why don’t you tell her ?”

“Because I don’t want to. Haha!”

He said this to Sheue Li.

Its not even true! >=(. And he doesn’t reply me whenever I chat with him. Oh well =). I forgive him. Hehe. ILYSFM.

Well , I guess thats all I have to sayy.

These people whom I’ve just stated are the ones keeping me alive , I tell you.

Well , there are more , of course.

Just the ones whom I can’t stop missing!!

Well , I love all of you people =’).

I’ll cherish each and every one of you.

ILYASFM♥ ~I Love You All So Fuckin Much~

All of you people remind me of where I want to be ;

HOME.

Oh and … CHEERS TO BEING FRIENDS FOREVER! =D

xx.